Fuck You, Moveon.org!

Why does moveon.org think i care any more? while writing my first blog here i get an email from moveon.org. as if this was a rare occurance. They could do so much better than trying to fake outage at the GOP. This is like saying "you know hitler was bad!" I really didn't help get Obama elected, but im glad he's there. But why do I feel like im getting screwed in the ass without lube still? everything is collasping and i think his team learned too damn much from the Bush team. Single payer? no, we can't. I need to rant here (it's a blog) but i don't have health insurance and on an income of $0 plus medical debt, how can you say that it isn't an option?
I have a huge medical problem called mental illness. it fucks up my ablity to work, or find a man that i can marry and live off of his benefits. I have been down the comminity shrink route, that just doesn't work. they load you up on pills that only put your health at risk, and really don't aliviate the mental problems at hand. the community programs around me or so lacking that its not even worth getting into.
people could bitch that this is why we don't need universal health care. i dissagree. if i got care that the rich affulant got, but had to wait 2, hell 24 hours to get it, i would do it. thats how desperate i am.
so fuck you moveon.org. you may be grassroots, but you've so become corporate america... (i think thats an insult now?) and if this doesn't make any fucking sense.. well.. maybe its me self medicating because i can't afford real health insurance.. so if you would sense... get me fucking health insurance, or stop the fucking reading mother fuckers... gah...